The Little Blue Bundle.
So finally here i am... scribbling down my first blog. :)
Well you know as they say.. better now than never.
It is a new time in my life, a new phase, a new turn. After 4 long years of waiting and praying and more waiting, i finally enter into this beautiful place called motherhood. My little one is a 36days old today. He seems to be the centre of my universe and nothing else matters now. DH also has the same feeling though he is a little away from us now due to work.
How he came into this world is a story in itself. After 9 long months of waiting and holding him close to me in my tummy, i couldnt wait for the moment when i would get to hold him in my arms. Ofcourse we did not know that he was a he and all of us except my dad believed that i would be blessed with an Angel and not a Prince. :P
Anyways, i went in for my 9th month scan. As per my earlier scan reports and the doctors intuition after analyzing my tummy and the babys position i was told that i was due for the 28th of June. This was a far away date from what i had expected and i finally learnt to accept this.
On the day of the scan, i was super excited. i would know when my baby would finally come. Yippeee...
Myself and mom were eagerly waiting our turn outside the Scanning room. Finally i was called. To our dissappointment, Mom wasnt allowed into the room with me. :(
The scanning was quick and no small talk there. At the end of the scanning session, the doc gave me a shock when he said "So you look like your due for the 7th of July". I was dumbstruck. What the ****!!!
Couldnt pull my toungue out to ask anything at that moment. So i just went out and informed my Mom about the same. She was pissed at me for not asking why the shift in dates. Well we finally decided to wait patiently and ask the doc during our consultation with her. And HaHa... she said that i could get admitted that very day if i like. :)
Baby is full term and ready to bounce!
We did the unfortunate mistake of scheduling the delivery for an auspicious day. :( and scheduled it for the 23rd of June. I was all excited and slightly tensed on the 22nd when i was admitted and prepared for the delivery the next day.
Once the pain was induced and my contractions started, the first examination by my doc showed that my darling was getting too restless and had excreted while inside the uterus. This was a bad sign and called for an Emergency C section. i wasnt tensed or worried and consoled my family who looked brocken when i went out to say my tata for the operation.
At 9:54 AM on the 23rd of June, my darling son was pulled out into this world. He was covered in his own shit and did not look very handsome the first time i saw him. :) but nevertheless, he looked like a dirt covered angel. I got to see him just for a couple of seconds before they covered my eyes again and took him away.
The next i got to see him was for a few mins when they brought him to suckle on my breast and those mins felt like micro seconds. I waited the whole night to see him again. But they never brought him to me. I cannot explain the pain i felt for not being able to hold him while they kept me in the ICU.
The next day i was free to go to my baby and i finally got to hold him. :) It has been 35 days now and teh bond we have developed is soo magical.
Thats the speciality of Motherhood. :) No father can ever experience these beautiful moments with their child... Ever!!!
GTG now..
That was my first update about my little bundle of Joy.
More blogging for later.
Well you know as they say.. better now than never.
It is a new time in my life, a new phase, a new turn. After 4 long years of waiting and praying and more waiting, i finally enter into this beautiful place called motherhood. My little one is a 36days old today. He seems to be the centre of my universe and nothing else matters now. DH also has the same feeling though he is a little away from us now due to work.
How he came into this world is a story in itself. After 9 long months of waiting and holding him close to me in my tummy, i couldnt wait for the moment when i would get to hold him in my arms. Ofcourse we did not know that he was a he and all of us except my dad believed that i would be blessed with an Angel and not a Prince. :P
Anyways, i went in for my 9th month scan. As per my earlier scan reports and the doctors intuition after analyzing my tummy and the babys position i was told that i was due for the 28th of June. This was a far away date from what i had expected and i finally learnt to accept this.
On the day of the scan, i was super excited. i would know when my baby would finally come. Yippeee...
Myself and mom were eagerly waiting our turn outside the Scanning room. Finally i was called. To our dissappointment, Mom wasnt allowed into the room with me. :(
The scanning was quick and no small talk there. At the end of the scanning session, the doc gave me a shock when he said "So you look like your due for the 7th of July". I was dumbstruck. What the ****!!!
Couldnt pull my toungue out to ask anything at that moment. So i just went out and informed my Mom about the same. She was pissed at me for not asking why the shift in dates. Well we finally decided to wait patiently and ask the doc during our consultation with her. And HaHa... she said that i could get admitted that very day if i like. :)
Baby is full term and ready to bounce!
We did the unfortunate mistake of scheduling the delivery for an auspicious day. :( and scheduled it for the 23rd of June. I was all excited and slightly tensed on the 22nd when i was admitted and prepared for the delivery the next day.
Once the pain was induced and my contractions started, the first examination by my doc showed that my darling was getting too restless and had excreted while inside the uterus. This was a bad sign and called for an Emergency C section. i wasnt tensed or worried and consoled my family who looked brocken when i went out to say my tata for the operation.
At 9:54 AM on the 23rd of June, my darling son was pulled out into this world. He was covered in his own shit and did not look very handsome the first time i saw him. :) but nevertheless, he looked like a dirt covered angel. I got to see him just for a couple of seconds before they covered my eyes again and took him away.
The next i got to see him was for a few mins when they brought him to suckle on my breast and those mins felt like micro seconds. I waited the whole night to see him again. But they never brought him to me. I cannot explain the pain i felt for not being able to hold him while they kept me in the ICU.
The next day i was free to go to my baby and i finally got to hold him. :) It has been 35 days now and teh bond we have developed is soo magical.
Thats the speciality of Motherhood. :) No father can ever experience these beautiful moments with their child... Ever!!!
GTG now..
That was my first update about my little bundle of Joy.
More blogging for later.
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